- Online shop work with Gab
- Morning ritual of English Breakfast tea
- Random treats from my boyfriend
- Gloomy and stormy weather
- Appreciating a make-up look I never thought I could pull off
- Living like a nomad down south between *Ish & *Ches
- Losing sleep over the loud sound of the pouring rain
Unemployment is a blast. For once it feels SO DAMN GOOD not worrying about stressful college crap that my heart isn’t even really into. I’m a bit of a rebel, so if I’m TOLD what to do and follow rules, even if it’s something I really love, I tend to lose interest and then I plummet into this depression of, “What the heck am I doing with my life? This isn’t what I want to do. I don’t want to conform to their rules.” and blah di blah di blah. It’s a breath of fresh air having all this free time to just do what I want to, without anyone telling me what to do, without anyone pushing me towards the direction I don’t want to go, without nagging voices and deadlines. For once, I’m in charge and I can go the pace I want to go.
So my time has been divided between blog work + future business work in between living a life outside both. I’m excited because after all the downtime I took after graduating, my three main passions in life is being re-ignited. I’ve got my blogging, my make-up and my fashion. I’m taking it slow and steady, but god it feels great waking up in the morning and the first thing I’m thinking is, “Which should I prioritize today? The blog? or the online shop?” and it doesn’t matter, because doing either fulfills me in a way that my college life has never have.
I’ve always been happy, even through the sucky times. But as of this very moment, oh my god, life lately has left me nothing but ecstatic. :)